Sexuality Happens

I just took a couple of quick pictures before I took my piercing out, just so I’d have them. Since a couple people asked for a picture, I thought I’d put one up. What you can’t really see is that the top barbell has a red gemstone (CZ), since I decided to bling my thing.

It still isn’t healed right, even though I took it out more than 2 weeks ago. As J says, it looks kind of like a tranny cock. I don’t think it looks as much like that, as just like it’s reading for a piercing…basically, so much scar tissue built up so fast that it is still in the same shape as though a barbell was still in it, raised in a vertical way. It’s kind of weird, and still stings sometimes…but oh well, what can you do.

It’s so frustrating. I’m horny, but orgasms (or sexual stimulation in general) bring on these death migraines. So I couldn’t masturbate for a like 4 weeks because of this damn clit hood piercing, and now I can’t masturbate for fear of getting a death migraine. Am I never going to be able to have orgasms again? Will I remain sexless for the rest of my life?

Has anyone else suddenly started to have super bad migraines because of sex (and orgasms?) I mean, I used to get migraines when I was like 13 and masturbating, because I held my breath when I orgasmed, and that triggered them, but now I’ve changed my breathing patterns, and it hasn’t been a problem up until recently…but in late August, I started getting normal migraines, and now I’m getting literally the worst headaches of my life (that’s how the 5 day long one was triggered; playing with J and the magic wand). Suggestions? Advice? Anything to help me until I get into a doctor? And how the hell to do explain this to a doctor?

Oy. That’s all I have to say