I blame the drugs
I’m taking myself off the pain killers. I think they’re making me hyper emotional. I’m not taking them regularly, but 1-3 times a day…and they’re definitely affecting me. This morning, I broke my favorite key chain in the door, and burst into tears. Last night, I couldn’t open the podcasts I’d recorded in Garage Band in order to re-save them so I could upload them….I got so frustrated that I just slammed my computer shut, and crawled into bed with a book.
So I’m cutting myself off, and will just deal with the pain, and hopefully ice packs will help. I’m seeing my knee doctor AND a new ankle doctor on Monday…and start PT up again next Tuesday.
I’m sorry for all the ridiculously high strung posts lately…I’m writing up about Thunder (which was AWESOME), and will stop being so dramatic (I hope).
And my friends are right. I need to go back to just living life, and taking things how they come. It’s much healthier than this over thinking.
And one of my new friends from Thunder who lives in NM just emailed me. So clearly, people DO like me (or really don’t…I’m kind of like black licorice). And Team Gina is coming this weekend.
Ergo, life is going to get better, damn it.
So my apologies, and hopefully, I’ll be getting better.
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ooh, i love licorice! erm…yes, that was the take-away of this post, right?
and, ooh, team gina! they were supposed to play here a few weeks back, but there was some kind of venue problem and it didn’t happen =(
anywho, looking forward to hearing about thunder
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You owe no apologies!
Such is life.
Overthinking things, while often annoying and more frustrating than not, is also often unavoidable, or hard to stop. I too suffer from the plight of an overabundance of thought at times, so I know how it goes. Not overthinking and living in the moment is a good plan, and I fully support it!
Also, hooray for Team Gina! I’m so excited to see them as well!
Pain killers fuck me up mentally too. They made me super emotional and sensitive. I start to overreact to things that barely happened. The pain is sometimes worth not being craz(ier) in my case. But I agree with your friends; less overthinking, more living. And I assure you that I like you and can’t wait until we can finally have that drink! :D
I LOVE that you know who team gina is!!! and so jealous that you’re seeing them!!!