Sexuality Happens

I have had a fair amount of sex.  I mean, I know everyone thinks that I am some kind of glamorous sex blogger who gets laid all the time (when in reality, I am flat broke, completely awkward, have only been sexually active for five years, and had a two year dry spell with NO sex during that time). However, regardless, I’ve had a fair amount of sex, comparatively.  And it’s definitely been more experimental than most people’s sex lives (exhibitionism, sex clubs, floggings, piercings, edge play, being tied up, in various state, etc). And it’s been with almost more people than I have fingers and toes… And I have to say, that especially in the last year or two, I’ve have a lot of good sex. Some of it great.

However, last Monday night, I had the best sex I have ever had in my entire life. Ever. Period. With myself, with others. Vanilla, kinky, you name it.  It was mind blowing. And involved me getting completely fisted. Not five fingers, but F’s entire hand, up to the wrist, curled into a fist deep inside my cunt. Did I mention that this was the best sex of my LIFE?

F is amazing.  She is a beautiful person, and I don’t just mean the way she looks (although PS, she’s really hot.  And may let me make her my guest HNT one week…so cross your fingers!).  She’s a ray of beauty through and through.  We talk, we communicate, and I honestly feel we both listen.  And hot damn, that makes for some pretty good sex.

We came home late – we’d been out a karaoke (yes, I sang, because I’m awesome like that) with her sister and some friends. I was following her back to my place.  Once there, we got in an argument over the fact that I thought she’d been driving drunk (apparently, her car just has bad alignment, so way to go assumption on my part), but after a conversation to deal with that, we wound up headed to the bed room.

We had sex for hours.  Like four or so. It was such good sex too.  Not just “oh my god, that got me to come so hard” sex, but like mind blowing, emotional and physical, feel it throughout your body sex.

Because we both like doming and subbing, and topping and bottoming, we’d switch it up. Both of us got tied spread eagle across the bed (ps – you should go check out my review of the White Aslan Cuffs I got from Eden! They are fucking amazing!), both of us did both roles. At one point, I was lying down on the bed as we rode my face. Another, she was tied up, and I moved to adjust her wrist restraints, wound up flipping into a 69, and came that way (having never done that before).  We played with orgasm control, orgasm denial and forced orgasm.  And at one point, after she’d been fucking me and fucking me, and I had her put more lube on her hand, her entire hand just slid, completely slid, all the way into my cunt. She curled it up and made a fist inside me, and I did kegels as my body shuttered. Then she fucked me gently with it…and eventually pulled out and fucked me more.  We used the Hitachi a lot too, and we all know how much I love both using it on others, and having it used on me. (PS, if you don’t have one, go get one. No. Seriously. Do it now!)

I’m not going to write up details about every little thing we did. Don’t be too sad. I just can’t do it justice. I mean, this was amazing sex. And I felt loved and cared for, and connected, and like more than an experiment or a piece of meat. It was lovely.

Granted, my cunt was then sore for a fairly decent amount of time. And my bedroom is a mess. It actually has pretty much been a mess (a sexual combat zone if you will) since F and I started fucked – piles of discarded clothing, sheets/blankets/pillows thrown off the bed into crumpled heaps, lube and various sex toys adorning pretty much every surface ever.  But I love it.

I love this. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know how long it will last. I don’t know if and how it may morph and change. All I know is this; F is amazing. She’s an amazing person, and she’s also amazing in bed.  And I am just so bloody happy and lucky to have this phenomenal woman in my life.  That is all.

-Essin’ Em