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HNT Beautiful Breasts

Photo Credit: Hawksdream

I like breasts. I like Q’s, I like other people’s breasts. I even like my breasts.

I used to not like them. I used to hate them. I researched breast surgery…but not to make them bigger, no no, to make them smaller.  They gave me back pain, kept me from getting into outfits I wanted (most memorable was the sweetheart dance my senior year of HS – I was a 16 year old with DDs, and couldn’t find a single dress at JCPenny’s that my boobs fit into), they got me the kind of attention I didn’t want.

I decided against the reduction surgery because I learned about it, and how it could dull the sensation, and worse set, how they could just “grow back” in more than a third of the people having the surgery. I chose to just deal with them.

Over time, I’ve learned to love them. For sometime, I could have orgasms just from breast stimulation. That is not the case anymore, but it made me love them more. I learned that I can put my hands on/under them to keep warm, and that they’re good for carrying my cell phone when I have no pockets.

In fact, the other day, I realized that they’d shrank a bit.  I was now a small D/large C.  I wasn’t losing weight — to the contrary, I’d gained 20 pounds during and after the move. So why were they shrinking? And moreover, why was I upset?

Why? Because I had learned to love my body. Because I think MY breasts are beautiful, and anyone that disagrees with me can just bugger off. Yes, they’re big. Yes, they’re a little lopsided (ok, about a cup size in difference).  Either way, I love them, and I really love this picture of them.  So yay boobies, and all that jazz.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!

-Essin’ Em

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8 Comments so far

  1. Backseat Boohoo February 4th, 2010 12:18 am

    I understand this so well. I was frustrated when my breasts went up a cup size because I’d gotten used to being flat chested. Sometimes I still miss it. :/

  2. Margaret February 4th, 2010 12:38 am

    They are beautiful. And I love this picture of them as well. :)

    peace…

  3. Covert Lover February 4th, 2010 12:58 am

    Great pic and I completely understand! Even down to the DD @ 16 and not a cute dress they’d fit into to be found anywhere!

    Happy HNT!

  4. Genevieve February 4th, 2010 9:00 am

    Beautiful photo! HHNT

  5. Friday February 4th, 2010 9:03 am

    Im a member of the itty bitty committee so I was the complete opposite of this lol. Love this post!! :)
    *goes back into lurk mode*

  6. southerngirl February 4th, 2010 2:00 pm

    What’s not to love?? GORGEOUS!!

    xx

  7. Amanda February 4th, 2010 5:06 pm

    I can totally relate to the boob-love. Mine are quite large (> DD) but I love them for many of the reasons you listed. One to add…they’re great for propping books/bowls up on. Like a little shelf.

    :)

  8. Jennifer Tyree August 29th, 2010 3:31 am

    I have always loved my breasts… In high school – I liked the attention -though I remained a virgin. I loved how they fit in clothes, and I loved how mine were bigger than the other girls my age (take that!).

    But lately, I have started to deny my breasts. I never really gained anything from nipple stimulation. Yea, they may get hard, but nothing happened in my body to make me like it. Then I got pregnant, and wowzers! What a difference! It felt great to have them stimulated. However — I was unable to breastfeed -which hurt my heart. they wouldnt get hard enough, or big enough (?) to allow my son to latch on……

    Now? A bunch of nothing. My nipples may get hard, but it doesnt turn me on. (Well, I lie. When Im about to orgasm while my husband is down on me, when he reaches up, it helps a little). Its been 6 years since Ive had my son.

    I have also just noticed that my right is bigger than my left- and I see myself favoring my left LOL. So for the girl who loved them big, now wants them small.

    However, I will not go through a surgery. I hope that I can loose some weight, and maybe they will go down as well. Its actually a sore spot with me. I have body acceptance issues – some days Im ok. Some days I dont wanna look in the mirror..

    Anyways -im done rambling. I love reading your posts! Im trying to catch up since ive only recently discovered the blog! :D Keep up the good work.

    –Jennifer

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