Sexuality Happens

Photo Credit: Hawksdream

Back in Denver in January, when I was doing this shoot, I did a lot more kinky specific/dungeon photos.  But I did ask the photographer to take a few for Q, to show her that I was missing her and thinking of her during the shoot, even though I hadn’t seen her in almost a week.

She really really loves the outfit I wore on my Crash Pad Series shoot, especially the red bra. She really likes this weird cover up maxi dress think I got from Torrid on mega sale.  My homemade (in college) snow leopard and black fleece boa/scarf matches the snow leopard and black dress perfectly.  And of course, I have my glasses, which she likes a lot. The ring around my neck is one she has given me with a beautiful back story behind it, and I wear it about 90% of the time, as it feel connective to her, her strength, her passion for social justice and more.

Is it the most glamorous picture of me? Not be leaps and bounds.  It’s a bit dark, it’s an odd angle, and all of that.  But it’s full of stuff Q would like, and that was the whole point of it, so I feel I have found success. And for those of you who don’t know or care about Q and all of that, there is boobies. So enjoy.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday to everyone!

-Essin’ Em

This past week, while in San Francisco, I went to the pier with the adult part of They Belong to Us. While there, we stopped at this awesome sock store, where I got ranbow socks with little cat paw prints (which I may have lost already — we’ve unpacked and I can’t find them!), rainbow knee socks, the above rainbow leg warmers, and red/black/grey argyle socks with little skulls. The latter are a bit to small for my oh-so-msucled calfs, so I have to figure that out.

Anyways, it was all rainy and drizzly on Friday, and of course I wanted to wear a skirt anyways. So, in order to keep my legs dry-ish, and add a spash of color to my ensemble, you can see the above rainbow awesome-ness that was worn with a grey skirt, purple top and snow leopard scarf.  Yeah, I’m that queer.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!

-Essin’ Em

Photo Credit: Valley Portraits and Photography

I don’t tend to do a lot of lovely dovey/boudior style shoots. Most of mine are more fetishy/teachery/etc. However, I had a lot of fun doing this one, so I figure I’ll share it with you.  There will be more pictures, some slightly less flowery ish on their way.

I wasn’t sure about this shoot. It’s from the beginning of December, right when I gained the 20 lbs from moving/stress/etc. But I am who I am, regardless of my weight, and so, for you, today of all days, I share this picture. Enjoy!

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!

-Essin’ Em

Photo Credit: Hawksdream

I found this cow coat at a vintage thrift store in college.  It was $50, but it was 20%, and I came back to look at it about a million times that day, so I wound up buying it, thinking it was a ridiculous purchase.

One of the best decisions of my life.

I love this coat. It’s faux fur, in case you were even wondering (would never wear real fur). It’s warm, it’s fabulous, and it goes with any outfit; sexy, casual, dressy, you name it.  Plus, when I wear it, people always compliment, or at least come over to chat me up because I’m wearing such a crazy awesome coat.

Does it go with the leopard print heels? No, not really.  But do I love this coat, and this picture of it? But of course!

Oh yeah. It’s Olympic week at HNT. This is Olympic-y because I’m wearing a warm coat when it’s 65 degrees in AZ. In honor of the cold of Canada.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday y’all!

-Essin’ Em

When I was back in Denver in January, I got to do a fun shoot with the photographer Hawksdream, as well as part of the shoot with two other models.  One I know is ok having her face up online, as she has an MM profile.  The other one, I’m not sure, so you get a photo that has a delightful view of one of her best ass-ets. Her ass.

I had a lot of fun with this shoot, especially the teacher/school room part.  I really like the nuturing yet strict dominant role, and got to play with that a lot, both in setting up the shoots/poses/etc, but also in using rulers, switches, paddles, etc on two very sweet and “oh so innocent” (not!) school girls.  I’m hoping I can put up more from this part of the shoot, as they came out really well, but have to check with the other model first.

So happy half nekkid thursday! You get clevage, ass, and an adorable smile, all from different ladies. What more could you want?

-Essin’ Em

Photo Credit: Hawksdream

I like breasts. I like Q’s, I like other people’s breasts. I even like my breasts.

I used to not like them. I used to hate them. I researched breast surgery…but not to make them bigger, no no, to make them smaller.  They gave me back pain, kept me from getting into outfits I wanted (most memorable was the sweetheart dance my senior year of HS – I was a 16 year old with DDs, and couldn’t find a single dress at JCPenny’s that my boobs fit into), they got me the kind of attention I didn’t want.

I decided against the reduction surgery because I learned about it, and how it could dull the sensation, and worse set, how they could just “grow back” in more than a third of the people having the surgery. I chose to just deal with them.

Over time, I’ve learned to love them. For sometime, I could have orgasms just from breast stimulation. That is not the case anymore, but it made me love them more. I learned that I can put my hands on/under them to keep warm, and that they’re good for carrying my cell phone when I have no pockets.

In fact, the other day, I realized that they’d shrank a bit.  I was now a small D/large C.  I wasn’t losing weight — to the contrary, I’d gained 20 pounds during and after the move. So why were they shrinking? And moreover, why was I upset?

Why? Because I had learned to love my body. Because I think MY breasts are beautiful, and anyone that disagrees with me can just bugger off. Yes, they’re big. Yes, they’re a little lopsided (ok, about a cup size in difference).  Either way, I love them, and I really love this picture of them.  So yay boobies, and all that jazz.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!

-Essin’ Em

Photo Credit: John Foley

Given all of my joint awesomeness (read; suckiness), there are a lot of things I can’t do bondage wise. I’ve tried being suspended before, but having my arms bound behind my back cause immense pain…and after the 20 or 30 minutes it took to actually get me up in the air, everything hurt badly, so I had to come down, and it took another 20 minutes to get me out of everything.

Another such thing is the hogtie. I DEFINITELY should not be put in a full hogtie unless you want my pelvis displacing again.  No fun I tell you.  However, here is a partial one I did for the shoot, kind of a damsel in distress kind o’ thing.  Same photographer as last week’s hand HNT.  An odd shoot, because it’s the first shoot Q ever came to and I hate wearing gags of any sort, but overall, some great pictures.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday to everyone!

-Essin’ Em

Photo Credit: John Foley

I love my hands. They do amazing things, from typing all day to petting my cats, to fucking Q until she tells me that she absolutely can’t take anymore…and then fucking her a little more.

Last week, I did a Vaginal Fisting for One and All class in Denver.  I have over 50 people show up for it, standing room only.  FIFTY. 5-0.  That many people came and paid good $$ to see me stick one of my hands in someone’s cunt.

Yeah, my hands are pretty fabulous.

-Essin’ Em

Another oldie from the camera. This is when I was trying to finish cleaning my apartment after I packed everything up and we were getting ready to move to Phoenix. I had an awesome three-sided mirror at my old place, and thought I’d make use of it to try and take a cool picture of myself.  This, ladies and gents and all other genders, is what I ended up with.

And yes, I clean naked. I do pretty much everything I can naked.  Cooking with hot oil, I do put on an apron. Ditto for cleaning with anything that shouldn’t get on delicate skin like my boobies and cunt. Otherwise, I’m always up fro being naked!

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday to you all!

-Essin’ Em

I finally took all my Halloween picture off of my camera. It was so crazy during the move that I *just* now got to them.

Q went as a queer Hugh Hefner (asking permission to post a picture – she looked AMAZING), and I in turn went as a queer playboy bunny. We felt it was quite amusing, and perfect for us, and everyone of our friends “got” it and thought it was hilarious. Plus I got to wear ears and a tail and a corset!

I actually think I looked pretty darn cute. And it was comfy…except for it was cold, since that was the giant Denver Snowstorm of Death right before we left.

Enjoy!

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday to you all!

-Essin’ Em